As the Pale Moon Clouds my eyes…
Last night was both exhausting and exhilerating.
At least if you’re a fool like i am. I spent the evening socializing with the Pale Moon and the Mad Scientessa. I was getting land in their community, so I spent a good portion of the night talking to them. And doing my best to pretend not to be completely struck by him. Which was very, VERY difficult. I have a feeling he knows how I feel, and is just amused by this silly kitten who has no place with him. And what’s worse, if he’s heard bad things from… well from anyone, really. Which is entirely possible, I’ve acquired quite the hideous reputation, unfortunately. I have to admit, that was the main flaw of the dreamer, he and his friend started the downfall of my reputation and it’s only gotten worse.
I’m really really really depressed by my money situation at the moment. i have no clue how to fix it. None at all. I just keep falling deeper and deeper.
I really do think about killing myself nowadays. I’m fairly miserable. I just want out. If it weren’t for two redeeming things.. I’d be gone by now.
